dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- GAKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! Well I suppose that my mom realized that she was acting how should i put it. . .like a lunitic. Anyhow I read a long interview with Gackt. . .what an interesting person he is. Very interesting. It's really hard to find people who are actually interesting these days. Oh well. I guess I'm doomed to just read about them. Anou. . .no not true I do know 3 interesting people and 1 very interesting people. Jack is very interesting and everything I wish I could be. I mean he's just so happy about everything, he cheers you up, and even when things go wrong for him he looks at the positive side of everything. God I love him so much, he has to be one of my best friends. He's just so great, and he's so perfect for tom (no jack is not the one that I have deep feelings for he's just a friend). Then Christian, Anthony and Tom are interesting people. Though anthony is hard to figure out sometimes. But I understand how he's feeling right now (I feel really bad for him). Poor Anthony ::huggles him::. . . .::Christian rips me off and him and anthony disappear into well you know where ^_~::. Gah I did this really horrible picture of Gackt today in IS. Really horrible it made me so upset (even though everybody was like oh wow that's soo good. . .liars). I'm going to do this painting of him actually soon. But it's not going to be copied from a picture it's original. I just need to really study his features and learn the angles of his face and everything. Hopefully when I do it I'll scan it and get it up, ne? Gawd and I'll have to say to everyone 'THIS IS A GUY!!! THANK YOU!!! A VERY SEXY MAN AT THAT!!!' and watch as all gay boys and bi guys drool. And of course all the girls (bi and straight) drool. My oh my. If I looked like that I'd probably be stuck in front of the mirror and drooling on myself singing 'I'm too sexy'. Can't believe that he doesn't consider himself an attractive person ::dies::. God I'd do anything for those looks and those eyes ::melts::. But what's most impressive about him is his music. I don't even speak japanese and his music makes me feel emotions that I never felt before. he really expresses himself through his music and that's just so beautiful and amazing. Once your music can touch someone who doesn't even understand the language the lyrics are in you know that you're good. If I could just have 1% of that talent I'd be happy. however I'm very unfortunate and don't have anything. I have nothing. I can only admire. . .can't be admired. Well got to go and do nothing cause that's what I do. Kill me? ::lol:: Man I need something to hold on to and there is nothing I can hold nothing to cling to. I am totally pathetic. I probably wouldn't be missed if I died even. Fuck, i'm going. †Inka† 8:50 p.m. - 2003-02-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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