dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- don't even ask Pray for the lost souls wondering and dying within Those who are crying for death to come and take them away from here Pray for the broken ones those who are shattered within Those who are destroyed by all those around them take them away from here Pray for the happy ones those who are sad within those who are faking it for the sake of others take them away from here Take us all away from this pain. . .take us away from torture I forget when I wrote that. . .and what time. It's kind of crappy. Don't you think. Well today I'm in a fairly angsty mood. . .but that's everyday that I'm in an angsty mood. I swear that there's something wrong with me. I don't know I suppose I've seen the bad side of people and the dark side of the world all too much, I understand too much for someone of my age and I wish I was in an ignorant bliss rather than be enlightened of how horrible this world is. At least I don't cry. I hate crying. I hate the sound and I hate the headaches, the pressure behind your eyes and just the feeling of it in general (yes crying has a specific feeling to me). It's second to love. Love I must say is the worse feeling known to man kind. I fucking hate it. I truly do. Sure it's sweet when you read it, and soemtimes they feel pain but you don't fully understand it. Hn. My sister's playlist is like 75% techno. Ick. I don't particuarly enjoy techno though I'd rather listen to techno than rap or pop. I'm quite picky with my music. I mean I hate the sound of Blink 182's music and Sum41. They just peeve me so much. Then don't even get me started on how horrible New Found Glory is. It's not music. Though some people would argue with me that COF and CS aren't (I like acronyms) music same with DEG. Actually it's more that those bands (B183, S41 & NFG) lack creativity and good lyrics. Well I was just thinking about V-day and that annoying 6th grader. It still disturbs me greatly. Yes, yes it does. I'm not sure if I had discussed it in a previous entry or not because I tend to forget things or just have selective memory. Well then I'm not going to get into it because I don't really want to think about that dumbass. Damnfuckshitcrap(add all the different profanities you know here). I still haven't done those V-day pictures ah well. I'll just draw them and not say that they are V-day shiznit cause I hate V-day more than anything else. I love Zan's view on it. So funny. He seems like a brilliant person. ~Big Kyo Dick Strawberries (BKDS) 11:28 a.m. - 2003-02-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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