dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- dont even know Music|| 'Theif'-Our Lady Peace Mood|| COLD My. . .my house is extremely cold as usual. However since I was in Virginia for a while in a nice warm cozy dorm this is really shocking and *cold.* I feel like I'm laying out on my deck in the 2 1/2 feet of snow/sleet in a bathing suit. Yes it is *that* cold. It fucking sucks. Though there are some people who are laying in soggy cold snow in limited clothing, so perhaps I shouldn't be complaining. I know my mom can't afford it. . .but still according to my thermometer it's like 40 degree's in here! Cold. Well I changed my guestbooks appearence. It's no longer so ugly and actually matches this layout! It's going to suck though everytime I update because it goes with each of the differet layouts. T_T. Well tomorrow I need to make a presentation on the 8th grade requirements in a board meeting. Bleh. It's probably going to be boring. Luckily though I get to present then GO! I don't know who's taking me, my father or mother. I know that my father is coming but I don't know who's driving me. Whatever I'll figure that out later. I got Tatsumi-chan's picture that she drew! It's a on-line family! ::lol:: I wonder how big it'll get. O.O; Well I sent the picture to some of my friends and they said that she did a really good job considering she's never actually seen me. The only thing that they said wasn't me was the persons weight. . .they said I'm skinnier. My friends are dumb. However I found out yesturday that if I shopped at a normal store. . .I'd be a size 0. I'm quite surprised. How I found this out is my friend Katie and I used to shop at the same store she'd always buy a size 13 women and I a 3 (actually I'd have to buy mens pants cause the 3's were tooooo short on me T_T). . .however in any other store she normally wears a size 10 sometimes 8. So my mother and I decided that I'm about a zero now. I don't look it though. I look very stong looking. I'm big boned I'd say. Furthermore. . .my hips are smaller than my shoulders. My shoulders are pretty broad (probably from swimming or it's just my build). Then my arms are pretty well muscled I guess from all those sit ups and I have those swimming back muscles. So I truly don't look like a zero or even a three for that matter. It's so annoying. I found out that my waist is 2 1/2 inches smaller than Gackts! He's 27 inches. . .I'm about 24 1/2. Around there. That made me happy. . .even though he's six foot and i'm what like five seven. It's all good though ::cough. . .cough::. Yep but I'm still tring to loose more weight. Though in my family everybody has a distorted body image (mothers side). My mother says that I'm one of them and is worried that I might become anorexic ::lol::. I just find that funny considering today I ate a shitload of stuff. 2 slices of turkey and some stuffing (for lunch). I don't know it doesn't sound like a lot but it sure feels like it ::feels like she's about to vomit::. Yea but Tatsumi-chan did very good considering she's never ever seen me before. ::should post a picture sometime:: I mean hey even if my friends say that I'm skinnier than the picture I say that's pretty darn good! You know. And remember where she's getting the description from. . .moi. I'm the person who thinks that I'm fat so my point is. . .I have no fucking idea. I love the outfit Tatsumi-chan put me in. I love it. Thank you tatumi-chan! I think you made me look very nice. Arigatou! †Inka† 3:58 p.m. - 2003-02-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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