dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- friends Getting off of the depression thing now. . .::still a bit shooken by that:: Well talked to Anthony today. I feel so bad for him. He loves Christian so much (his boyfriend) and he feels like Christian is leaving him, which is not the case at all. You see Anthony is the really tough guy in school that everybody wants but not all can have. He's the guy that never seems to fall for someone and can only date someone for about a day max. Well then Christian came into his life and he fell really hard. I swear it was like a new person I was friends with. I was truly happy for him. Christian was great for him, they shared lots of the same views and Christian could stand up for himself and didn't care what Anthony thought of him. Then they got really serious and intimate (they're a lot older than me- -they're both 17 now). They were in love. However Christian is a year older (turning 18 soon) and a senior applying to colleges, some of them fairly far away. Christian is also extremely smart (first time SAT score-1470 second time SAT score-1540) therefore being accepted to all the major colleges (he's going to princeton). Now Anthony knows that there's going to be some really nice and good looking guys there and is really nevous about it. Anthony has been like me lately! Depressed and sad 24/7. Not a good thing. God I hope Anthony realises just how much Christian loves him. Well Jack and Tom are doing ok still. Jack is always happy, happy, happy about stuff. Then Tom is just. . .erm. . .how do I put it? Very sexual. Jack wants to be a virgin till he graduates. . .(1 1/2 years from now). That causes a very sexually frustrated Tommy. (Well let me clear somethings up-Tom has been having sex with various people since he was almost 14 (13). . .and always got who and what he wanted. Now he has Jack who he deeply cares for, lusts for and who wants to keep his virginity till graduation (at least). Just so you're not like 'why is this guy so goddamn horny?'). But Tom and Jack are such a cute couple. ^^; I'm happy for them. Kevin is still an asshole. He went over poor Matts (and matt didn't do what he should've done and that's dumb kevins skinny ass on the spot) and fucked the boy. You know with all the drugs Kevin does and who knows how many people he's cheated on matt with, he's probably going to get some STD and give it to matt. Then when Matt gets sick, Kevin is going to be sorry and feel like crap. I know on some demented way Kevin does care for matt, but just doesn't know how to show it and express it. Or what's going to happen is Matt will stop being a wimp and take my advice even if it does scar him, and dumb Kevin. Then Kevin is going to realise everything that Matt did for him and how he took Matt for granted was wrong. Something like that. But anyway one of these days he's going to loose him, and realise just how good he had it with Matt. I just hope its the second one and not the first. ~a flood of tears 10:06 p.m. - 2003-02-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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