dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- normal entry Music|| 'Mr. Newsman'-Dir en Grey Mood|| sick I'm home from school again. I hate constantly being sick. I don't know what I have this time though. I just ache everywhere and when I stand my head feels like it's about to explode. My throat is sore and even if it's really hot I'm freezing and when I say freezing I mean the kind that makes you knees shake, your whole body to shake and your jaw chatter. then sometimes I'll just get overwhelmingly hot. It really sucks. I was actually going to go to school today but my mother made me stay home. T_T. That's a first. God I can't even swallow. I feel so incredibly crappy. Though I'd rather this over my depression. I really do. I hate being depresssed and I'm depressed 24/7. It fucking sucks. Jack's home too. So he called me at like 7:30 or something. So we talked and everything. God I miss him so much. Tom is so lucky to have Jack. Why? 'Cause Jack is a great person, and just so good to Tom. He hasn't judged Tom at all for his past nothing. He treats Tom like a normal person. That's why Tom hasn't dumped him I think because he knows that he has it good even though Jack isn't fucking him. (Tom has been sleeping around with people since he was almost 14 years old and is just really horny. . .Jack wants to stay a virgin till he graduates). God I just love all my gay friends. They're just so great. I don't know what I'd do without all of them, they're the bestfriends I could have. Tatsumi-oneechan is also great. She's like Jack a female version. I don't know what to write really. . .T_T. So erm I'll just end this entry here. ~cha 8:22 a.m. - 2003-02-27 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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