dasblut311's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NARF!!! Music||'Laughing Bloody Murder'-CS Mood|| depressed Hm, just got this song downloaded, it's not bad, not bad at all. I love CS they are my favourite band (look as I repeat myself from 100 other entries). It is very CS though so that's good. I need to check up on the CD on e-bay that Harris is getting for me. I must say that was really nice of him to bid on it for me. Sure I'm going to repay him. . . .FUCK!!!!!!!!!!! The song was incomplete!!!! That dumb person!!!! ARGH!!!!! i like having my songs complete not incomplete!!!!! DAMN YOU!!! >.< Ok anyway it was nice of him. Well school went quickly today I suppose. I didn't have to take any tests luckily but my english teacher is all in my face about the damn illustrations that I still need to do. Shit, I'm such a procrastinator. Anou. . .I'm the queen of procrastination. That's not something to be proud of I know, but I am. Though I do have a title that I am quite proud of 'Yaoi Hime'. . .that's great. yes I am proud of it. Well Jen and Erin came home, here, yesterday. Jen and I get along well I think. It's funny we both had the same dreams when we were little. Well one of our fantasies was to somehow, one day, wake up and we'd be a little boy instead of a little girl. We have a very simular taste in music and all. We both wanted to get accepted into IV leagues (she wanted to attend Brown University. . .if she had sent in an art porfollio she would of gotten in). Well Jen is cool remember that. Erin of course she's my sister (I have 2 sisters named Erin. . .O.O), she's cool. Shes that one that cut my hair and made it all short XD. I like my hair being short more than anything else. I just can't stand when I have long hair because I'm so limited with what I can do with it even though it is pin straight (and I mean pin straight). Erin (both erin's actually) is awesome. Did I tell you that I married Bre-chan? Well Bre-chan is one of Tatsumi-oneechan (Erin-chan my online sister)'s wife. I talked to her in a chat with Tatsumi-oneechan and this girl Lilly. She was really cool, I felt comfortable talking to her actually. I liked talking to her, she's nice. Anyway I married her XD. I married my sisters wife!! So does that mean that my sister is my husband O.o; What a dysfuctional family, though such a lovable one. I'm loving my online family, they're so nice and cool. They're just great in general. ::hugs them::. You know I feel really deprived and left out. I've never met someone that I talked to overline. Sad, ne? ::lol:: My mum says if they say lets meet in secret tell me because I want to call the cops. My mother is such a worry wort. Does she actually think that I'm stupid enough to meet someone that I know overline without an adult? C'mon I'm 13. . .well 14 as of tomorrow. Talking about my birthday. . .I'm not excited about it at all. The only thing that I'm looking forward to is what Tatsumi-oneechan keeps on saying she has for me. ::can't wait::. that's the only thing that I'm looking forward to tomorrow. Truly, b-day's are so overrated. . .well at least mine. I'm just overrated. People always expect so much from me. They think that I'm so smart and talented. Well I don't feel that way. I feel like a failure and untalented young retarded person. I hate myself. I don't know why they think that i'm smart. I think that I should know more. . .or perhaps it's less? i don't know. People can never believe that i'm 13. . .erm almost 14. They just can't. They always think that I'm older, why? Do i sound it, speak it? am I that old inside? i guess it's a good thing. . .no not guess know that it's a good thing but it's not how I feel. I suppose I think that every 13 year old should know as much as I do even though they don't. I mean I got a 1100 on my SAT's last year. Ok yea let me explain that to you. In my old school they always had the 'smart' 7th graders take the SATs. . .why? I'm not sure. . .Well I'm the only one that got in the thousands. My god how stupid were the other kids. I didn't even try and I got a 1100. Argh. . .maybe I am smart I don't know. I'm going to go to college during HS and all so maybe. That'll be fun. I already talked to Mr. T about it he said that it would be fine and that I'm smart enough to do that. Again someone who says that I'm smart. . .dumb people. c'mon look at this entry does it look that an intelligent life form wrote it? No it looks like a dog wrote it or something. It sucks. . .oh next paragraph XD. ok that was the most nonsesicle dairy entry I've written yet!! My god. . .I suck. >.< 3:13 p.m. - 2003-03-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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